I don't celebrate Xmas much except maybe shop~ it's the same as every other day for me.

This year, I got a job so I actually don't have the time to draw at all T_T I cry...
Hope it'll be better in the future.

I've officially gave up on my PC. I tried getting someone to fix it and even after that, it still was crappy so I don't want to waste any more money for fixing.

I got accepted for a marketing job so hopefully it will be a good job that can last me long and good. I might be a bit nervous because it seems like a lot of work but the pay is good. If I get some good money from the job, I'm going to save up enough to buy me a new computer and hopefully a Windows 7 because Vista hates me (actually, I think it hates everyone)


This week is final exams!! Gosh, I really don't want to read all those textbook and notes. So many words...I hate reading.

Hopefully after finals, I'm going to go out shopping for a day and then stay on all nights drawing!! I have so much I want to draw. I have like a whole folder of TO-DRAWS on my laptop right now.

It's quite sad actually, now that my PC is being stupid, I'm afraid to draw on it because it might act all stupid and shut down on me before I can save my work. So to be safe, I'm working all my stuff on my laptop (And its a Vista O.O") It's quite a small laptop, I think it's about 12in. I'm not sure. All I can say is, even my tablet is bigger than my laptop! XDDD I laugh when I think about it.

Anyways, I need to lose sleep and study more!! I sleep way too much. I swear I can sleep 24hours straight if I want to. I end up messing my AM/PM times alot lately. I would wake up at 5pm thinking it's 5am and goes back to sleep. And by the time I wake up again at 7pm or 8pm, I would be like, why's the sun not coming up??? haha *slaps self for being stupid*

But, I'm sure I'm not the only one who does that. I hope >:3

It has been raining so much lately... I use to really love it when it rains because I like cold weathers. But last week there was a pipe leakage causing the floor below me to have floods and me, who lives upstairs, had no clue about it. When I found out ... I cried. Why? Because apparently the roof wasn't fixed or checked properly causing rain to leak through the broken pipes and causing our walls to be wet. And because of the rain, it has become even worst. Now they have to chunk out a piece of our wall to fix the problem. MY WALL!!! well, not really "my" wall but...MY KITCHEN WALL!!! >.>" I cry.

To add to the problem, my PC has been undergoing some stupid shutdowns that isn't just 1 problem occuring at once but like 4 different ones which I have no clue how to fix.

Problem 1.) Blue Screen of DOOM!!!
Problem 2.) Unknown freezes
Problem 3.) Random shutdowns and restart which also freezes in the middle of restarting sometimes

To add to the problem, making that problem #4, my antivirus won't even scan the computer properly because after 5 to 10 mins of attempt to scanning the computer, my computer does one of the problems above.

Have been transferring most of my important stuff onto my laptop of 300 GB. But why must all the bad things happen to me at the same time?

EDIT: This isn't even funny but my PC has officially died on me. It won't work properly anymore even after trying to reformat it back to factory setting. I'm happy to have my laptop <3

I've been going pretty emo lately because of the constant studying as well. My cognitive science professor is seriously messed up. He doesn't give us lecture notes, no specific textbook to refer to, audio files that barely works half the time and he doesn't give us links to experiments or examples he show in class. Its like pure memory recalling to try to study in that class because he goes through the note slides so fast that you can't really type every crap down.

I'm like A'n my other 3 classes except COGS... and we have an assignment due this Wednesday on MATH PLOTTING PUNCTIONS! Why are we doing math in COGS?!?! Why?!???

*over stressed*

I'm losing my sleep and going to turn emo soon *cries* I can't wait for 3 years to be over.

P.S. You guys maybe have noticed this, but I haven't updated since September. Due to all the stress from school, I haven't touched my tablet at all as well *cries*

I promise to at least draw for Xmas and New Years as an apology and a gift to everyone <3

Seriously, me? who never liked it, all of a sudden starting watch'n em... What is it??? Hehehe....





KDRAMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS S!!!!

I have never really loved watching something that I can't understand a word of. Especially when the plots are soo typical and not original. I have always refused Kdramas since grade 8 when I went into the Drama-watching habits, but of course things can change when you're randomly clicking around online, right?

The first kdrama that I watched was Full House. Not because I thought Rain was good looking either, because to me...his eyes are too squinty~ so not my cup of tea (sowie, Bi-fans) I watched it cuz it seems interesting and a lot of people were talking about it in high school (Azn friends FTW?) HOWEVER!! Even though I liked FH, I STILL wasn't really into Korean stuff. Then.... I did my usual random boredom clicks and ta-dah! I found Tohoshinki? LOL~~ I was still really into Jpop stuff, so don't blame me xD

At first, I really liked JaeJoong but then after watching more of their DBSK clips and stuff, I bent over to U-know oppa's side. Why? I guess I really like the manly but cute, brother? like type? Can't help it, I've always wanted an older sibling and U-know was like my ideal type for it... Funny thing is, I don't think any of the DBSK are my ideal boyfriend types~ U-know as older brother? JaeJoong as..... dunno? just some really princely? type of guy and the other three? nothing much to say about them but I really do love Yoochun's WHITE-WASHED voice xDDDDD I love his voice for some reason, its actually really hot if you think about it. Just voice-wise though. Junsu = Cute and lame jokes? and Changmin... hmm, not really into him. Prolly cuz he reminds me of Taguchi from KAT-TUN and Taguchi is WAAAY cuter so I always end up comparing the two (sowie T.T")

Well, even after that~ I was only into DBSK and nothing else. It was my only link to liking Korean-related stuff. HAHA!! Then, you know those times I get when I get bored again........ITS A DISASTER!! I realized U-know was doing a drama (late at noticing these things or even if I heard about it, I forget at the last second) and watched the first episode of "Heading to the Ground."

To be honest, not a really good plot nor acting for U-know but HE WAS SOOO CUTE <3333 *nosebleeds* Then... as usual as well, I hate waiting... ALOT! So I clicked another random one called "Take Care of the Young Lady" because the main actress was the girl from Goong and I recognized her. Watched it, and it seemed really interesting <33 Made me laugh lots~~ Watched all of that in like 2 days or less since I've been pulling all nighters lately (not a good habit, don't do it). Then I watched another new drama apparently!!! and now, I'm just dying for the episodes to come out ....

It's called "You're Beautiful," and this time, I watched it out of pure boredom and the plot was soo Japanese Shojo manga like that I had to give it a try. No idea who the people were cuz I've never seen 'em. All I hear is "OMFG HONG KI SO CUTE!!!" or like "JGS? HAIR IS SOO GHEY x.x" LOL~ But now... I'm like that too xDDD

Lee Hong Ki's yellow (not really bleached blonde) hair makes him and GDragon look like twins... Cuz honestly, they look a like! Prolly a bit of the face too.

Anyways, before I knew it, I realized my ipod being flooded with Kpop stuff and me everyday watching Kdramas.....

The me, from 5 years ago, would've never thought I'd be soo into them. And you never know, I might get really into some other types of AZN drama that I never thought I'd get into before xDD

Seriously, been quite busy and lazy lately. I decided to finally bring a laptop to a few of my classes because its WAAAY too boring, so I end up MSN'n on my laptop while trying to stay awake during lectures :333

I've looked at some of the upcoming October 2009 animes and seriously, I'm really looking forward to Fairy Tale. I'm sure everyone is!! Also, I love the fact that they're making Kimi ni Todoke as anime for next month as well. I seriously love it.

I have a feeling that October is gonna be one heck of a month because of Midterms and new animes and prolly other things that might happen.


I was finally in the mood to draw today but seriously I have such crappy art style now. I need more practice again =.=" Actually my previous few artwork sux'd... *dies* Like I honestly admits it!! I wanna change the way I draw and colour, but changing style is hard and might take a while. I'll try to work on my next piece of submission really hard.


Btw, I finally got myself time to get back on playing on my PSP after having to see some of the games I didn't realize was out. I bought Soul Calibur, Final Fantasy Dissidia and Tekken 6. I'm a complete action, fighting addict when it comes to hand-held games or video games in general. I like driving games too!! <333 hehe... Been playing Soul Cali for like last few days since I've got it and I must say, I love the whole, create your own character thing. I'm addicted to making my own character and beating the crap outta people or vice versa =.=" But yah, it's a good game.

Hmm, what else do I wanna say? Can't really think of much currently because its like 6 AM right now. Haven't slept all night and I've gotta head out in like about 5 hours or so... Don't even know if I'll make it but Imma spend all Sunday trying to shop!! September is a month to spend money!!!! I need like new EVERYTHING!!! <333 Well, I'll sleep on the transportation while I get to the next town to shop